叨叨又絮絮 @ 惡姑娘的童話世界

Dec 22 Thu 2016 00:32
感恩的一天

連續好幾年的今天

我都請假，做自己愛做的事

這一天，像往常一樣的時間起床

喝咖啡吃吐司讀幾節聖經

然後一個人邊聽音樂邊打掃房子

再和弟弟全家去墾丁遶了一圈

謝謝他們總是每年從澳洲回來過暑假

順便陪伴我過生日^^

還堅持一定要買蛋糕，哈

今天過的很充實

謝謝眼睛開刀的妹妹

不忘寫卡片勉勵我

謝謝屁股每年總是帶給我很可愛的驚喜^^

55囉！要更加珍惜光陰了

感謝上帝所賜的每一天

感謝爸媽，沒有你們就沒有我

哈哈

其實, 我很想很想低調的過生日

安安靜靜的和自己相處

和家人共度

沒有卡片沒有禮物沒有一句生日快樂

也沒關係

記得我不一定要在生日這天~

是吧! 呵呵

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Dec 18 Sun 2016 20:29
故事

昨天(105.12.17)很榮幸參加了一場

南方創作中心插畫講座－「忽遠忽近的創作靈感與思考」
 
由繪本作家幾米現場分享他的創作經驗
 
插畫家李瑾倫以及大塊文化董事長郝明義先生也同時出席
 
讓有志創作的年輕人能找到自己創作的方式與本質

幾米說

創作需要面對全然的孤獨和寂寞

但並不表示要把自己的生活過得全然寂寞與孤獨

瑾倫說

幾米是她二十幾年的好朋友

他這麼豐富的創作

是要藉著故事繪本告訴我們人生中的很多不確定性

在極短有限的生命裡盡量訴說出來

(意思大概是這樣吧! 呵呵~)

大塊文化董事長郝明義先生說

出版首先要能有可以感動自己的故事

當然還是要考慮市場流行性

但不能兼顧時還是要出版自己認為值得出版的

至少對得起自己的良心

他也呼籲年輕人

有好的故事和繪圖創作可以投稿南方創作中心

圖畫得好的人很多

但一個好的故事更重要

我

想了很久

確定我不適合出版甚麼繪本或圖文書(即使只是業餘插花)

一來因為自己的塗鴉不夠豐富

二來是缺乏故事性 (這是主因)

雖然身邊的好友都說我可以出個繪本之類的

但充其量我的每一張塗鴉僅代表當下的一種心情

一種心情一個小故事

卻無法串連成一個完整的故事

但人生可不一樣

說故事

寫故事

繪故事

聽故事

都不若自己所演繹
 
全然屬於自己的故事

這一年

忽遠忽近的感傷

忽近忽遠的歡樂

匆匆而過

期許新的一年

自己能更完善

在每一方面

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爸爸105.2.20過世後

全家一起旅遊紀念爸爸

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帶著感念的心度假

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有時會幻想著自己躺在雲端逍遙

肯定是在我覺得很累時

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爸爸的字跡

每看必哭

今天只愛你

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真的想念爸爸

但我相信在天上必有天使作伴

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又來了

又需要紓壓了

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一張美麗的側臉

在一瞬間發現

生活需要有這樣的想像力和發現

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基本上

我畫圖的元素很少

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喔! 這圖確實有個不足為人道的故事

解鈴無需繫鈴人

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這肯定也是很累的狀況

是說你到底有多累呀!

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無題

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意境

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我真的很累

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一位國中同學

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嘗試新app

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萬聖節

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浮生半日遊

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自我安慰

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彩虹

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嗯!!!!!!!

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付諸實體

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ya 的一號表情

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一個很棒的禮物

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愛

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給小女人的祝福

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呵呵~受託畫了一張
手機掉了 請還給主人

105.12.17駁二

南方創作中心插畫講座－「忽遠忽近的創作靈感與思考」

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聖誕老公公沒帶禮物

不忘聽音樂

其實甚麼都不記錄的人生

也是個故事

忘了的

忘不了的

在永恆裡都微不足道

Thank you for this moment

I've gotta say how beautiful you are

Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for

Here you are

If I could have one dance forever

I would take you by the hand

Tonight it's you and I together

I'm so glad I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years

You know I never could explain

The way I lost my heart to you

that day

but if destiny decided I should look the other way

then the world would never know

the greatest story ever told

and did I tell you that I love you

tonight

I don't hear the music

When I'm looking in your eyes

But I feel the rhythm of your body

Close to mine

It's the way we touch, it soothes me

It's the way we'll always be

your kiss your pretty smile

you know i'd die for

oh baby

you're all i need

And if I lived a thousand years

You know I never could explain

The way I lost my heart to you

that day

but if destiny decided I should look the other way

then the world would never know

the greatest story ever told

and did I tell you that I love you

just how much i really need you

did I tell you that I love you

tonight

And if I lived a thousand years

You know I never could explain

The way I lost my heart to you

that day

but if destiny decided I should look the other way

then the world would never know

the greatest story ever told

and did I tell you that I love you

just how much I really need you

did I tell you that I love you tonight

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Sep 12 Sat 2015 15:41
語人生

未哭過長夜不足以語人生

哈

好久沒來這裡叨絮了

從5/23到現在

感覺像是一場夢

雖稱不上美夢

但也不算惡夢

因為

總有主陪我度過漫漫長夜

說起來

是小事

但也不是每個人都會經歷到

離上次(102.12.30)膽結石開刀

不過短短一年又八個多月

我又於8/21進開刀房

被切除了整副甲狀腺

是的

就是結節作祟

而且是1.8-5.1公分三顆不同大小的甲狀腺腫

幸好

是良性的

感謝主!!!

其實

人生大部分的時候會遇到很多問題

是我們聰明的頭腦想不透的

天災

人禍

意外

生病

心靈的傷痛

再再吞蝕著所謂的人生

而每個人也都有著獨一無二的人生可以被訴說

有一首耳熟能詳的詩歌歌詞是這麼寫著

神未曾應許，天色常藍，人生的路途，花香常漫，

神未曾應許，常晴無雨，常樂無痛苦，常安無虞。

神未曾應許，我們不遇苦難和試探，懊惱憂慮，

神未曾應許，我們不負許多的重擔，許多事務。

神未曾應許，前途順利，平坦的大路，任意驅馳，

沒有大山阻，青雲直上，沒有深水隔，一路通暢。

神卻曾應許，生活有力，行路有亮光，

作工得息，試煉得恩助，危難有賴，

無限的體諒，不朽的愛。

~~~~

我想

抓住這樣永恆不朽的愛

就足以語人生了

^^

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Aug 30 Sat 2014 21:04
words and pictures and music

有時候

我覺得文字好像是多餘的

圖像又表達的不夠透徹時

只有留給音樂來補強

Words and music make a song for our hearts to sing along
Like a choir within the air , there'll be music ev'rywhere
A bitter tear across your cheek
A smile from you is all I need
We'll give them cause to breathe the air
There'll be lovers ev'rywhere
I'll be your singer and your song
for all the love you've brought along
I'll be your day , I'll be your night
I'll see that ev'rything's all right
I'll turn the ocean into sand
Like my heart at your command
I'll make the raindrops turn to snow
And then ev'ryone will know that we're in love
Yeah, yeah , yeah
And when the morning brings it's light
And Mister Moonlight says goodbye
My hand is shaking when you smile
You make me feel just like a child
My mind is searching for a way
so that you won't have to say
You've got to go and can't come back
But I can't think you'd make me sad
I'll be your singer and your song
for all the love you've brought along
I'll be your day , I'll be your night
I'll see that ev'rything's all right
I'll turn the ocean into sand
Like my heart at your command
I'll make the raindrops turn to snow
And then ev'ryone will know that we're in love
(take away the pain in me)
I'll be your singer and your song
(soon you'll see a change in me)
for all the love you've brought along
(what's the point of going on)
I'll be your day , I'll be your night (the story ends, the feelings gone)
I'll see that ev'rything's all right
I'll turn the ocean into sand
Like my heart at your command
I'll make the raindrops turn to snow
And then ev'ryone will know that we're in love
(the story ends, the feelings gone)
I'll see that ev'rything's all right
I'll turn the ocean into sand
Like my heart at your command
I'll make the raindrops turn to snow
And then ev'ryone will know that we're in love

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Jul 23 Wed 2014 17:17
眼睛訴說了一切

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颱風天
你們都在做什麼？
我
睡到自然醒
吃冰箱剩下的水果和餅乾+黑咖
電視從77轉到7
沒啥好看的
於是挑了一張CD
把自己與世界徹底隔絕
我的心情是感傷的
我的情緒是平靜的
我的手腕隱隱作痛
用了聽3.5次的時間
完成了一隻眼睛
眼頭掛著一支鑰匙
這是我最滿意的點

我將風鈴掛在我的電腦前
風扇轉動時就噹噹做響

我真的很怕無聊 …

有幾天的時間

搭著計程車

奔跑在中山路上

心情是複雜的

有時大中午興起和妹妹去西子灣曬曬的雅致

一位老鄰居結婚了

大家都很開心

偷拍是我的興趣

哈哈

偶而也去吃頓好料的

像探險

也去了住了53年卻從沒去過的高雄景點

恩....我還是老樣子

只是時空變了

但有些事是不曾改變的

在我還有記憶還有心時

喝杯咖啡的時間

一直都有

而且還很多

那幾天在小港看到的夕日

很美

公司後院

從樹上跌落的受傷貓頭鷹

看海讓人心情好

綠草如茵也讓人愉悅

自拍依舊是我的自戀

颱風天

總是要自己找樂子

看了電影生命中的美好憾事

其實是遺憾的美好

看不膩的景

走過的路

起落的飛機

.....

還是不忘自拍

自導自演

米妹長大了

我的盆栽哭了

牆

隔著人與人的心

築起安全的屏障

小港的夜來臨了

那幾日總是看著望著

日子總是這樣

尋找小小的確幸

才會忘了大大的憂傷

飛機又起飛了

雲在遠處

我也在遠處

聽著音樂

沉浸在寫不出的心境裡

那幾日的雲特別美

相對於內心

萬物皆有時

連我的滑倒也是

7/22

莫名其妙的滑倒
連機車帶人
還有一群百香果
我的腳指頭和右手腕
到現都還在痛

創作讓我忘了

忘了憂傷

忘了煩惱

忘了時間

但卻記得朋友

記得你

記得妳

也沒忘了上帝

我的眼睛訴說了一切

I've been missing you...

I've got the roses, I've got the wine,
With a little luck she will be here on time,
This is the place we used to go,
With romantic music and the lights down low,
And as you stand there amazed at the door,
And you're wondering what all this is for,
It's just a simple thing from me to you,
The lady that I adore, 'cos there's something,
That you should know, it's that

I've been missing you, more than words can say,
And that I've been thinking about it every day,
And the time we had just dancing nice and slow,
And I said now I've found you,
I'm never letting go;

There is no reason to the things that we do,
You can break a heart with just a word or two,
And take a lifetime to apologise,
When the one you love's in front of your eyes,
And I will fall to my knees like a fool,
If it's the only way of getting through,
You see if I think you are beautiful,
Someone else is going to feel it too,
So there's only one thing to do, tell you that

I've been missing you, more than words can say,
And that I've been thinking about it every day,
Well tonight's our night for dancing nice and slow,
Because now I've found you, I'm never letting go,
No, now I've found you, I'm never letting go;

I've been missing you... I've been missing you...
I've been missing you... I've been missing you, darling...

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